Inquietud.

In the depths own my own self I feel that burn again

Sorely consuming me, living flames

By this fire I bled

All my soul I spread

There’s so much around, I can’t even recognize

The hands covering my scars

I feel this thirsty into my bones

It’s pulling me up to this abyss

Such a violently charming abyss

Gets me lost in all of this

Gets me dirt inside of it

I’m been incinerated by my psyche’s desire

Enforce me, take it all from me

 I beg you.

  Incomplete

Don't go away from me

Cause I'm lost and scared without you

Even with the thought of being without you.

Hold me while I fall to the ground with great pain in my chest, and a deep mess in my head

Because while I walk, my steps are turned to you.

In these misunderstandings, you've always been the pressure that keeps me in my safe room, in my place, in my land.

Reach for my love as you've always done before.

Completing myself in this sea of incomplete ones.

I'm braking down, I'm stuck inside all of this

I live, and I wait.

Far away from my fault. Far away from my mind. Far away from me. Cause I can't stand my ideas right now. 

I swear that if I could ever choose, I'd go away from you. Let you far away from the harm that I do. But I wouldn't stand that

I can't even try

I wanted so much to be at your side 
I want you to love me.
Please, believe me.
 
I broke my own heart and killed myself.
And I won't handle
To hurt
To brake
To lose you.
I need you.